Monday, January 5, 2009

One Step Forward, Tomorrow

Restarting school--it still feels surreal to me.  Am I going back, after months of absence, seemingly naked in intellect and older than others in the classroom yet no better in knowledge or wisdom?  Perhaps I could have been better off just staying out, wandering about and passing time while working in a lower-end job.

And here I am, rambling about while being still sick.

I will save you the pictures, as I can only take so many pictures of my room.  I am sure you are sick of it.  What else would you like, really?  I have not bought anything new, and I could review some things that I own--but I am no reviewer, and things will deviate.

Speaking of deviation, back to the topic at hand.

I have school tomorrow, with the classes I may not even want--heck, I am not sure if I should follow through with the whole business thing.  Do I loathe it?  No, but I have a hunch that I may not enjoy it.  But I am here, and I will keep my fingers crossed, hoping things will work out.

I am supposed to schedule an appointment with the career advisor that I mentioned earlier.  What time would be nice?  Have I done my homework and looked thoroughly enough at the things I am supposed to look at?  And... most importantly, am I making the right decision, seemingly putting everything on the line with the things the advisor had said?

Time will tell.

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